SUBMISSIVE MALE 4
From Linda S:
Dear Elise, after reading with interest a story, which is for the most part about me, in the section for real stories posted in January, I thought you might be interested in my side of that story. This is the story posted by Daryl and I am the woman who "seduced" him and gave him the oral brown shower. I know that I am a selfish bitch but that is what makes female dominance attractive to me, and that is what makes me attractive to submissive men. Daryl felt abused by me, and while I did get a special thrill from defecating into his mouth, I gave him exactly what he wanted. He proved that to me when he had an orgasm while watching me do the same thing with my husband. I know where you stand on brown showers and I am not trying to convince you otherwise. I was introduced to this activity some years ago in college by an extremely submissive man and I have done it ever since when the opportunity presents itself.
To me, this is not unlike many other BDSM activities like cuckolding, where the female gets satisfied by the act and the submissive male floats away in sub-space on a cloud of humiliation. Daryl was even given the opportunity to tell his wife that I practiced this activity with my husband but he kept it from her because he wanted to be used by me as a toilet. I teased him about this fact during the evening when he watched me use my husband. You came to the same conclusion in your response to him. I did not tie him down or force him and he willingly took my entire stool into his mouth and ate it. I had a wonderful climax while he licked me clean. Yes, I did humiliate him afterwards but that is what a lot of men enjoy. I thought that Daryl would respond to the verbal humiliation.
The one thing I feel bad about was doing this to the husband of a woman that I actually like. I didn't mean to hurt her. I never thought he would tell her about it. I know I should not have done this to her but I was thinking that what she didn't know, would not hurt her. I was thinking that I could use Daryl periodically as my toilet slave and his wife would never know. I knew Daryl wanted this as I could sense his submissive energy. I am experienced enough to know what a submissive man is turned on by and since I knew his wife would never do this to him, than I would fulfill this desire within him.
Before going further I would like for you to know that this is not something that I take lightly. I know the health risk involved for the man and I take every precaution to see that they are kept safe. I am an extremely healthy woman who exercises daily. I am vegetarian and among other things, I flush my bowels via enemas. I also eat yogurt with an active culture every day, which removes most if not all odor from my stool. My husband loves to eat from my ass and would do it most every day if I allowed him to. He actually enjoys the taste of my stool. There are several men I have done this with besides Daryl and most have told me they would love to do it again. One man begs me every time he sees me to please feed him again. It is hard to describe the feeling of power I get when this man gets down on his knees and begs me to shit in his mouth. It is almost as much fun to deny him as it is to use him.
There is another man whom I allow to visit me every three or four weeks, and I feed him most every time he visits. He is an extremely handsome and vain man and I love to reduce him to a human toilet. His wife is a lovely and refined lady and also socially prominent in the area. She usually will not speak to me when we cross paths, so I love the fact that I use her husband as my toilet and that he is nothing but a shit eater to me. These men get something that they need from me and I get the superior feeling from the act of using many different men to satisfy my fetish. That is what it is to me, a fetish and I enjoy doing it as much as these men enjoy having it done to them.
I have been practicing this activity for years and usually have very little problems finding men willing to participate in this with me. I might add here that I do have a fine ass, even if I say so myself, and that is what adds to the man's excitement and arousal. Without the arousal, you could not get a man to submit to this.
I think it is interesting that as women gain more and more power in the home, workplace, and in politics, that men seek to engage in more and more advanced and humiliating forms of submission. Most submissive men are so eager to be dominated by a beautiful woman that they will do anything for the privilege. They pay huge sums of money to Pro Doms. I know of one woman locally who charges $450 an hour. But I am not a pro. If a man wants to be dominated by me he must agree to satisfy my needs.
When I first started using men for complete toilet training in college it was introduced to me by one of my boyfriends. He confessed to me that he was in love with my ass and wanted nothing more than to worship my ass and "eat from my temple of honor." I was a bit turned off by his request but his enthusiasm for it won me over. As turned on as I was by hearing him beg for it, the reality of doing it to him made me feel like a Goddess. He took my gift into his mouth and ate it eagerly. He was so grateful to me that he thanked my over and over while licking my butt cheeks clean. He also loved to drink my urine. I used him like this for over a year and treated him like dirt. The worse I treated him the more he begged me to enslave him. This is where I learned about domination. I started seeing other boys while still using him as my toilet and I refused to allow him to date other girls. He remained faithful to me while I dated openly. I dominated him in other ways like spanking and face slapping. He also liked for me to spit in his mouth and face. He is the one who unleashed my dominant nature and I have never looked backed.
When I use a new man for a toilet slave I first make sure that he is in complete submission to me. I will have talked enough with him so that I know what makes him slip into submission. One thing I have found is that a self proclaimed "ass man" makes the best candidate. Whatever D/s activity we engage in, it will always lead to me sitting on the man's face and ordering him to tongue my asshole. Of course there are many times when I have a man in position for use and just don't have to go. That is fine as I enjoy having my ass licked but if and when the urge hits I will first humiliate the man by telling him in no uncertain terms what I am about to do. He knows what is coming and will have agreed to all this before hand. I would never nor have ever shit in a man's mouth without his permission (and most times his begging).
I use extremely dirty language while my ass is firmly planted on the man's face. I will usually tell him how wonderful his tongue feels rooting around deep inside my ass. Then I tell him that I need to take a shit, but I don't want to have my pleasure interrupted. I will then stroke his hard penis while I tell him that I am going to shit in his mouth. I might also whip his cock and balls if I feel he needs the motivation. At this point I like to get a fist full of his hair and take hold of his chin with my other hand. I raise myself up off his face and order him to open his mouth. In this position I can look between my legs and watch as my stool slides into his open mouth.
While I really enjoy using a new man, it is best when using a man who is eager to be fed. I have seen many men sink deep into sub-space while eating my shit, and nothing makes me hotter than watching that. The strongest orgasms I have ever had come from having a man lick my ass clean after I have used his mouth.
One other point you might find interesting. About a year ago, I had a talk with my doctor about this subject. I told him that I enjoyed sex with submissive men and that my husband was submissive. I told him that I loved to toilet train my men and asked him if there was any testing he could do on me to ensure the health of my slaves. He was completely dumbfounded and I had to tell him two times that I actually empty my bowels into a man's mouth. He was very uncomfortable about all this and at first I thought it was a mistake to take him into my confidence. He tested me for HIV and several other diseases. When I returned to his office to get the results from my exam, he asked me if I would accept him as my slave and train him to satisfy my needs. I ordered him to drop to his knees before me. I then made him beg to be allowed the privilege of eating my shit, which he did eagerly. I told him that I would think about it. I have used him several times since then.
Of all the men who have been used by me in this humiliating way, I don't know of any who have become seriously ill. Years ago there were some who got sick on their stomachs and a couple had to throw up. I think the changes I have made in my diet and my eating the yogurt have made the difference. I do know that my husband enjoys performing this service now more that ever. As men are becoming so much more submissive and their desires become stronger, I think we will see an increase in this kind of activity. There are several scat forums on the net now and they are filled with men looking for women who will use them as toilet slaves. Any woman who posts on one of these sites is bombarded by men seeking to eat her stool. While this may not be popular within the BDSM community, I see it becoming more so as time goes by. Thanks again or allowing me to give you my side of the story.
From Peter W:
Dear Ms Sutton, my name is Peter and I am in my mid 30's. I have become a loyal reader of your wonderful website for about one year, and I appreciated your detail and vivid interpretation upon female domination from my deep heart. I admit that I have sublimed myself after reading your articles. I have been having a strong urge to write something to you all the time, but due to English is not my mother tongue, I am afraid it will not be accepted and fully understood. Meanwhile, I do not have much life experience (r/t) before. Until one moth ago, I started to experience and most probably to continue with the most amazing time in my life so far. I would like to share that with you or maybe other readers from your. I would also like to get your advice upon my questions at the end of my story.
I grew up and am living in one big city in Asia. I have always been attracted to a well-shaped female butt. Since I was a boy, I always dream and fantasize my face was used as lady's seat and crushed under it. As I grew up, this impulse becomes more intense, but due to the culture difference between oriental and Western, I was not fully realizing the existence of D/S, BSDM at that time. Until the booming of Internet from 1990s, I began to realize that it¦s very common in Western society, and I'm a submissive man in nature. I also learn that my fetish is called facesitting, smothering or queening. As such, during past 10 years I have searched many such website and viewed countless pictures, video clips, and read numerous fantastic stories. Now, I believe that I have a good understanding on the content of female domination, especially facesitting.
I have placed ads at different websites in search of a woman who might be interested in facesitting. But no any luck until one month ago. That night, after I open my e-mail account, one mail jump out with the title "do you think you can hold it?" I quickly open it, and mail is from a lady named Irene. She wants to know whether I'm serious or just for fun, and any experience before. I replied very honestly, and from there we have exchanged several e-mail. Irene is in her late 40's. She is an expatriate from Europe and works as marketing director in one big multi-national company, whose regional office is in my city. She married twice, but divorced due to her husband's adultery with other women. She begin this lifestyle about 6 years ago in Europe, and she like it immediately, especially facesitting men.
After her assignment in Asia two years ago, she found her sitting pillow (she calls him) who is a third year international student in local university. She said she really enjoy the time with her sitting pillow, but he is going to graduate this May, and need to be back his home country for working. She begins to search for his next sitting pillow through net, and I am luckily becoming one of her candidates. Irene told me in mail that her facesitting is very intense and innovative, and cruel to certain extent, which is arising from her strong desire and her body condition. Irene is 5.8 feet and about 140 pound, and once to be a very good swimmer in university time. She said she is really enjoying her time with her Asian sitting pillow. She feels her power when that Asian boy struggling for air under her butt.
Now she told me that there is a big difference between fantasy and real play, some men cannot hold her power and cruelty when being crushed underneath her Ass. Her current Asian boy is very endurable, but she has to give him up due to his graduation very soon. According to Irene, she has selected three men so far as potential candidates after e-mail communication as she is very concern about privacy due to her celebrity. She needs some one with good education and thorough understanding of female domination, particularly facesitting. Then I'm short-listed (I have a Ph.D. in Engineering). Irene's procedure will be calling us to her house and demonstrate the role of her sitting pillow by using her current Asian boy. At the end, she will ask whether any one of three of us want to proceed for actual test, which will be arranged another time if we still want to proceed after viewing her cruelty and considering my future suffer seriously. After the demonstration, she will let us know the items that she will test next time, and ask us to prepare that.
The demonstration was last Saturday night. At around 7:30, I reached her condominium following the instructions. Within 10 minutes, all our three candidates arrived. Irene is a very lovely lady, she is very polite and thanked us to be here and be honest when communicate with her. Although she is in her late 40's, but her body was still in a good shape, compared to other ladies in her age. She reiterated this demonstration is for us to decide very seriously whether we want to proceed or not. She also mention no sex including oral services will be allowed unless per her order, which is very rare case. After a short talk, we were led to another room.
After entering, I saw a boy is kneeling on the floor with only panty left on. Irene lowered her voice and said, " Marco, tonight, you will be used as my sitting pillow to show them the variety during our play. I order you to do your best to hold and exert all your energy to hold my power and force". Irene turns to us, and said "I will also do my best to demonstrate my various sitting skills."
Irene went to another room, and after a short while, she came out with a full leather outfit. "Now, Marco, crawl to the sofa." Marco crawled to the sofa and kneels down, back against the edge of it, and bend backward to place his head on it facing ceiling. Irene walk over to him, and touch his face gently, "boy hold it", then she sit down on his face.
In my whole life, this was the very first time to see this scene by my eye! After a short while, Irene stand up from Marco's face, "that's facesitting, so you have a feel already. Now I'll show you how long Marco can hold with my full weight." Marco immediately takes out a chair from the corner and unfolds it and places at the center of the room. He still kneels on the floor and back against the chair, places his head on the seat facing up. Irene walk over and sit down on his face, after adjusting into a comfortable position, then start her stop watch to count how long Marco can hold breath under her full weight, facesitting. I cannot see if Marco has breath problem in the first minute, maybe he has been used to it during the past two years, or the people's capacity to hold breath can be enhanced in facesitting play. But Marco's chest start to go up and down, a sign of breathing difficulty after 75 seconds. Irene smile at us, "he is struggling for air under my ass power".
After one and half minute, Marco start trying to stretch his body, which is a signal I guess that he is in despair for air. After a short while, he taps Irene's leg, and she get up immediately. I can see Marco is breathing deeply and eagerly after oxygen cut-off for more than one minute. Irene shows us the stopwatch, 1 minute and 48 second. "Good, Marco." Then Irene turned to us. "The longest duration in pure facesitting breath control that Marco has experienced is 2 min and 5 seconds."
I cannot believe people can hold his breath for such a long time. After that, Irene show us various facesitting scene in the next one hour. Irene has switched his dress along the demonstration: official working attire with silk pant, skirt, pantyhose, short etc. Marco was facesat on the bed, floor, chair, couch, and sofa. Irene facesat Marco when she is reading book, watching TV, sitting in front of PC etc. Irene even took out an big sized dictionary and open from the center and ask Marco to put his head there, then close it with Marco's head inside the dictionary and her ass on top of the cover.
At around 9:30, Irene said, "now it's time for the most intense and cruel part, the V-face crush". We followed into another room where is for Irene to do exercise. There is a bike there, and Marco was bonded to the frame and head placed on the bike seat. Irene who is wearing a gym suit with knee high tight pants, ride on his face and start riding. It lasts for half a minute, and we can see that Marco's face is very red with mouth gasping for air. Then, Irene changed into a blue jean and sit on Marco's face on one bench made of pure wood without any cushion. She is not sitting static, but with more vigorous grinding, crushing, pumping, back and forth, up and down. We can hear Marco started to give out all sort of noise. The Asian boy's face is being cruelly crushed under the huge Domme's ass, who could be Marco's mother's age. I also can feel Irene is very hot and excited now and she taunts Marco, "you are my poor sitting pillow, you are suffering under my power, I'll crush your head, and smother you to death." Finally, Irene stopped, the blood came out from Marco's nose, but not serious I believe. Irene also mentions she has even sat on Marco's face on driver's seat when she is driving car at night.
Now Irene asks us whether we want to proceed after seeing all this. Frankly speaking, I was afraid a bit, but my desire in my deep heart for many many years cannot reject this fate. Then I told Irene I want to proceed with test. So did the other two.
Ms Sutton, the test will be some time in May, with all three candidates. How can I pass the final test and be Irene's ass boy sitting seat? How can I practice before the test?
I know you are very busy, but I really hope you can provide some advice. At last, thank you very much for reading my broken English.
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