SUBMISSIVE MALE 3
From Daryl F:
Dear Ms Sutton, First like many others that write to you, allow me to praise you for the work you do on the web. Your site is wonderful; I think the best femdom site on the web. I have written you a couple of times before, and my Wife has also written with the story of our femdom marriage, which is posted on your site. In the last year we have moved even deeper into our chosen lifestyle. As you know, my wife believes in male chastity, orgasm denial, and female supremacy. The biggest changes in our marriage in the last year and a half have been that she started to date and have sex with other men. This past year I have been allowed two supervised orgasms, and I have had three accidents. She milks me via prostrate massage every four to six weeks. We have not had intercourse in over 18 months. My penis is rather small and I have never been able to please her except with my mouth and tongue. I am not complaining about any of this. I believe that my wife has the right to have her needs fulfilled and she has explained to me in detail that it is only through having sex with men who are well endowed that her needs can be met.
We have also made friends with another couple that have a female dominant marriage. We met at a BDSM group and this has been a great pleasure to all four of us. We spend a couple of nights per week together where us slave husbands serve our Wives. We do not swap, although either woman has the right to discipline either husband. Both of us are kept naked at all times with the exception of my chastity device and of course they fondle and touch us as they see fit. We do engage in all sorts of femdom activities with each other and we husbands obey each other's wife without question. My wife has trained me that not only she, but also all women are my superiors. We do not service the other Wife orally or engage in any other sexual activity. We do however service our own wives while together. During much of our time together we worship our wife's orally. There is lots of face sitting, ass worship, and pussy worship. Many evenings the girls watch television while sitting on our faces.
From time to time, my wife travels on business and the three of us get together as usual. As I said, I am always locked in my CB, so my Wife/Mistress does not worry about my fidelity or masturbation, the later being the primary reason she keeps me in a CB. She also keeps me locked up because it gives her more power over me.
A couple of weeks ago my wife was out of town for the night on business. These are opportunities for her to date, and she has a boyfriend in one of the cities that she frequently visits. She does allow me to visit our friends when she is out of town, and sometimes when she is dating. This was the case a couple of weeks ago, and this is where my problem starts. Our female friend decided that she wanted to dominate her husband and I in a joint session. She used a strap-on both in my mouth and my anus. She then hung me by my wrist in the center of her living room and whipped me with a riding crop. I was deep in submission to her. She continued to finger my anus and pinch my nipples. Then she inserted a plug into my anus. She then whipped her husband and sat on his face. She was wearing heels, stockings, and a garter belt only. I might add here that she is a very beautiful woman. She rode her husband's face for at least a half an hour. All the while I hung there drooling over the sight before me. She teased me and asked if I would love to have my face under her ass? The teasing continued until I admitted to her that I would love to service her anus.
Then something totally unexpected happened. She raised herself up slightly and began to relieve herself directly into her husband's mouth. Not just a golden shower but she actually had a bowel movement directly into his mouth. She looked me in the eye the entire time while she degraded him and she forced him to eat her droppings. I went extremely deep into submission to her while watching this. My penis swelled to the limits of my CB2000. I have never done this before, but I ejaculated while wearing it and hanging there, watching. This did not go unnoticed by her, and she laughed at me and told me that this was proof that I would have gladly traded places with her husband, not only willingly but eagerly. Not only to worship her ass, but also to eat from it. My entire body was hot and red with intense humiliation from her words and the sight I had just beheld.
I did not tell my wife about this as I knew she would no longer allow us to play with this couple if she knew that this woman had engaged in this sort of activity. Last week my Wife sent me Christmas shopping with this woman, as she still doesn't trust me to buy her the right kind of gift. While we were together this woman teased me constantly about my reaction to seeing her use her husband as a toilet. In spite of myself, I sank into submission to this woman again. I am ashamed to tell you Ms Sutton, but I allowed her to take me to her home and seduce me.
As things started, it was not out of the ordinary. She asked me to strip and she stripped down to panties, bra and heels. She whipped me severely, which she has done many times. My Wife allows her to whip me. Then she rolled me over onto my back and rubbed her panty-covered pussy over my caged penis. Her husband was watching this and I realized that she was kind of cuckolding him with me, although actual penetration was impossible due to the CB2000 I was wearing. It made me feel good in a way, like a real man.
Later she removed her panties and bra and rubbed herself off on my chin and nose. I knew that we were getting close to things we should not be doing, but I couldn't bring myself to say no to her. I knew better than to allow her to lower her naked ass to my face. I could not stop her. I licked her ass as her husband watched. This is the one activity that causes me to melt into submission. After a time she raised herself up slightly and took hold of my hair. She placed her other hand on my chin and ordered me to open my mouth. She proceeded to give me a brown shower and I willingly took it orally. I say willingly, I have the physical strength to have stopped her but mentally she had me totally under her control. She ordered me to eat and swallow all of it. I am so ashamed of the fact that I obeyed. I am also ashamed of the fact that I licked her ass clean as ordered after swallowing the last of it. She had one of the most powerful orgasms I have ever witnessed while I was doing this.
The moment that I will never forget and was the lowest moment of my life was when she led me to her bathroom afterward. She again took hold of my hair and forced me to look at myself in the mirror. She pushed my face within a few inches of the mirror and ordered me to open my mouth again. I saw my face for the first time. There were brown smears around my mouth and nose. It was also caked around my teeth and up my nose. I could also see her, standing behind me with that smug expression on her face. I broke down and started to cry. It was not the humiliation that made me break, it was that I had betrayed my wife. In spite of my reaction, she still seemed to be very pleased with the situation and with herself. While she watched me cry, she fingered herself and had another orgasm is just a couple of minutes.
While I cleaned myself and tried to regain my composure she told me that nothing matched the power rush she got from treating men in this way. She said that it amazes her how easy it is to get men to allow her to abuse them in this extremely humiliating and dangerous way. She also told me that she intended to do it again, and I had better submit or she would tell my wife.
I knew what I had done was wrong so I confessed this incident to my wife. When I told her about the ass worship she started slapping and backhanding me. She ordered me to lay over the edge of the bed for punishment. I was naked except for my chastity devise. She has a 4' long cane she has never used on me. She started using it then. As she caned me I told her the rest. She beat my ass until it was raw, black with bruises, and the backs of my legs. She also whipped the bottoms of my feet. I was screaming and crying uncontrollably before she finished. This was by far the most severe whipping I have ever had. My wife had never punished me while angry.
Her anger continued to grow and after the caning she forced me to leave the house. I went to my sister's house. She is a dominant woman too, and knows that I am submissive to my wife. I could not bring myself to tell her what had happened. I stayed with her for three days. She went to my wife and talked with her.
My wife came by on the third night and talked with me. She is willing to take me back, but there will be severe restrictions on my time from now on. She did say that she is taking part of the blame for what happened, and that is the reason she is taking me back. She said she should have never allowed another woman to discipline me and play with me, especially when not supervised by her. She said that at times I am extremely vulnerable because of the intense orgasm denial she puts me through. That along with another woman having the right to dominate me proved to be too much to for me to handle. I am still in much trouble with her, and I don't know how I can ever make this up to her. I am willing to do anything that would help her forgive me. The punishment for this will be indefinite, and that is as it should be. If you have any ideas on how we can began to heal the wounds from my terrible mistake, please let us know.
From Suzanne A:
Dear Elise, I read your web page every month and am always eager to see new updates. I find your work very interesting and the presentation makes the reading very exciting. Thank you so much for all that you do. I know that you have helped countless women take their rightful place in relationships with men and I count myself among those that you have helped. I know at the age of nineteen that I will always be pampered by the men in my life.
I am prompted to write after reading the post by Daryl this month (January). I have a relationship with a man who has these kinds of desires. First let me give you a little background. When I first started this activity with him I didn't know about all the dangers. I know that my dog and many other animals eat dung so I never thought it could cause any real problems. I have since found the info in your section on extreme desires and I have stopped giving the oral brown showers.
I am in my second year of college and have become much more dominant with boys partly because of all I have learned from your web site. I have always been told that I am very pretty, but I think my legs and ass are my best features. Boys have always admired my legs and butt and many of them want to fondle, kiss, and lick my ass. It has always made me feel desirable and special to have a man service me in this way. There are those that desire to put their cocks in my backdoor but I don't waste my time on them. I choose to spend my time with the boys and men who treat me with the respect that I deserve.
I do not find it necessary to have sex with my boyfriends to keep their interest even now. On the contrary, I sometimes have had several boys beating my door down when we are just at the petting stage. While I don't have sex regularly, I do allow boys to kiss my feet, legs, and if I really like the boy I'll let him kiss and lick my ass. There are several men and boys who have submitted to spankings from me and other BDSM activities.
I had reached this stage with a very submissive man several months ago. He is a college grad and has started a promising career. He earns a nice income. He is 28 years old to my 19, and when he asked me out I told him that I thought he was too old for me but I would go out with him as friends. I even laughed which I could tell hurt his feelings. We dated for a few weeks and he always treated me like a Queen. He was forever bringing me flowers and taking me to nice places. I started to have romantic feelings towards him but he would not make a move with me. He would only dare to kiss my hand after our dates, or give me a peck on the cheek. I had been very clear with him from the start that I didn't want him hitting on me, we were friends only.
One evening he cooked dinner for me at his house. After he cleaned up the kitchen I boldly walked up to him and kissed him. I then stripped him naked and pushed him down on the sofa. I played with him for a short while and his cock was like a flag pole. I then removed my panties from under my skirt and sat directly on his mouth. He kissed my pussy for the longest time, then I moved my asshole over his mouth.
While feverishly licking my asshole he started to beg me to shit in his mouth. At first I was repulsed and shocked, I told him no. He pleaded with me as he was completely overcome with passion. The passion that he begged me for this was a real turn on. I didn't do it but after he calmed down I questioned him about why he had asked me to do such an unusual thing to him. He was very embarrassed by some of the things he had said to me but I forced the issue and made him talk to me about it. His worshipful attitude continued to turn me on. That is what attracted me to him in the first place. He told me that I am the most beautiful woman he has ever seen and he wants nothing more than to worship me in the most humble ways. Later that evening I allowed him to eat my pussy again and I peed in his mouth and made him drink it. He did so gratefully.
His attitude was so humble and this made me feel so powerful and desirable. A couple of nights later we had another session of ass worship. He begged me again to shit in his mouth. This time I did give him a brown shower but I did it on his chest, cock, and balls. He picked up some of my stool and begged me for permission to eat it as a sign of his absolute devotion to me. I slapped his hand to forbade him from eating it. Until then I was not sure that he really wanted to eat my stool. I can't describe how it made me feel to know that he had such a strong desire for the nastiest part of me. He really did want to worship and consume my shit.
As our relationship progressed he became more and more slavish. His life has started to completely revolve around his service to me. He wants to marry me and desires to be my slave/husband. He is very submissive and actually begged me to take over his finances. We closed his savings and checking accounts and I placed his money into my back account. He also agreed to give me his paychecks for deposit. Later that evening I took all his credit cards, allowing him to keep only one. I lowered the credit limit on it to two hundred dollars.
That night I rewarded him for his devotion and generosity by granting him his ultimate desire by shitting in his mouth. I was amazed with him again. I kind of thought it would gross him out and thus he would stop requesting it. However he ate it and he loved it. I was extremely harsh with him as I tried to make the experience as humiliating as possible. He thanked me over and over and begged me to make him my complete slave. I have never seen a man so completely overcome with lust.
He has become so servile that I can walk all over him and he just begs for more. Before reading about the dangers of allowing him to eat my stool, I began to use him as my toilet and I must have shit in his mouth and had him consume it five different times. However, I have not allowed it since (although I admit it is tempting at times).
I allow him to use my checkbook to write out his monthly bills. I take the book back to sign them. I give him an allowance each month for spending. He comes to me if he needs extra money and all his spending must be approved by me. Since I took over managing "his" money the account has more than doubled and now we both live off if it. He was not very good with money and I think he is much better off with my taking care of it. It amazes me that he so readily turned all this over to me and I haven't even agreed to marry him. We aren't even engaged. I don't even consider our relationship to be exclusive although it is to him. I have dated other men and I don't hide it from him. He has accepted this and accepted me as his superior. He says that he has no desire to date other women. He only wants to serve and please me.
I have never had intercourse with him. He performs orally for me and I allow him to masturbate every couple of weeks or I may give him a hand job if he has tried extra hard to please me. He is never to have an orgasm without my permission. The control I have over this man just floors me. I truly believe that if I asked him to, he would deed his house and car over to me. As a matter of fact, he has said that he would do this during moments of passion. This is a lot for a nineteen year old girl to handle. I know I am taking advantage of this man, but it is so easy to let him spoil me. It's kind of funny when you think about it, a young girl abusing a grown man. He even types most of my papers for me and if his work is not up to speed, I beat him with my riding crop.
I was working three nights a week as a waitress before my relationship with this man. I have no need for that job now and it is much easier to keep my grades up. I intend to keep seeing him at least until I graduate from college. I may even let him put me through post grad school if I decide to go. I do care for him but I am too young to think about marriage.
It has been about four weeks since I last allowed him to eat my stool. So far he seems fine. I know that I will never settle for less than a completely dominant position in my relationships with men. I know that my future husband will be my slave. While I doubt if I will ever find a man who will serve me with any more devotion that the one I have now, he will have to wait until I am ready if he wants a chance to become my husband.
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